How this?

Ok, there are some changes of plan and so we are heading back to Malaysia tomorrow, and that's after the longest gap ever in my life w'o me having seen my whole family (5 months 5 days precisely..)..

N it was all so sudden, i knew only yesterday that i need to go back, n i booked our tickets within 2 hours of receiving the news from one of my Directors and i'm leaving within 72 hours of notice and it's just the time i wana be home so badly (that's a diffren post entirely..)..

I'm supposed to be jumping around in joy..
Instead, im feeling all gloomy & depressed..
N im crying to go back..

How this? How this?