Why Does My Life Worry You? - Part II

Haihh, my BP shot up by the time i finished making myself clear on the 1st part of the "Why does my Life Worry You?" series coz I'm just plain mad at some people..
N because the 2nd part is equally pissing off, I had to have a break or I'd have broken my keyboard pads in fury..
- Maybe I shall not elaborate on the 2nd part of it, coz even the dumbest people will understand that it shouldn't be any of their business the moment they read the heading..

2. The Fact that I Don't Have a Baby Yet..

• Again, its totally up to my husband and me to worry about it.. N so far, he and I are totally fine with it (Even if 1 day, he feels that I'm not good enough for him n if he chooses to walk away, that's still my problem to handle - just dont come to tell me what I should have done to keep him..Though im sure he walking away from me is equavalent to a kebarangkalian of 1 to a zillion zillion..hehe..)
• I believe that a child is not just born to sexual doings.. Its the greatest gift ever to a couple, given by the Great Lord..
• N just like He knows evrything else, He also knows when is the right time to handover the beautiful gift down to us..So till He does, I hope people on Earth don't act like God n give stupid advises n so-called concerned talk..If you have a child, good for you n do enjoy the pleasure & take good care of him/her..Don't start teaching me about how to go about it n when is the right time to do it, n what positions (OMG, funny n so disgusting how people can talk abt such delicate & sensitive matters to a near stranger..I mean, just how?)
• N to all those people who look down on me pitifully n ask "Wei, wat only you both doing at night lar?Just good for eating n sleeping is it?"n that sort of really freaking dumb questions, just remember..Its your karma, not MINE.. (I regret to say that some of these people are not outsiders, but people whom I love and count on - some very close family members)..

I do not wish to say more coz this happens to be a very sensitive matter n if i continue to say things, more people will be sinned, coz every word posted here is done in pain and agony & God definitelyhas watched me cry coz of some of these dumb people..No doubt its been very hurting to me, I do not want them to be sinned..

On the contrary, I've had some very understanding friends like Nisha (Im sorry I had to bring up yr name again,but you've been a great friend n a more of a sister,my dear) and Hemma and Kavi who have stood by me all these years n known me in and out.. If anyone outside my immediate family members have got the rights to know the reason I do not have a baby till now, its people like you.. N also some of you who haven't been mentioned, but are very close to my heart n I know i can relate to..


P/S : The last 2 posts serve as a gentle reminder to all I know, family, friends n foes..

Now, if you ever have the urge to continue giving out crude remarks to me, I warn you, that you may not like the way I respond to you or the crude answers I can come up with to match or even be worse than your scale of crudeness..

Yours faithfully,
Shuba